by Carmen | Jan 2, 2022 | Change, Choice, Control, Emotions, Intent, New Year, Self Creation
In Spanish, Bolita means a little ball. The -ito or -ita after a word is a diminutive in Spanish and slightly changes the meaning of the word. For example: Perro = Perrito (Dog = Little Dog) Amor = Amorcito (Lover = Sweetheart) Chica = Chicita (Girl =...
by Carmen | Aug 26, 2021 | Authenticity, Intent, Reality, Vulnerability
No. It really doesn’t go away. This feeling that I don’t belong. Or that I really don’t have what it takes to do what I do. Doubting my abilities. Doubting my power. Who do I think I am? That was very much the feeling this past month. My business...
by Carmen | Mar 12, 2021 | Intent
It’s been a hot minute. I haven’t had the umph enough to write for the last… oh gracious, how long has it been? Not because I don’t have anything to say. It’s just that it started to feel very repetitive. I mean…Covid kinda had a...
by Carmen | Aug 8, 2020 | Control, Creating Your Reality, Intent, Pain
A couple of weeks ago there was a theory that I’d be in surgery right now. Or recovering. Or laying in a hospital bed. Or, whatever… anywhere but at home working away. If I had really taken what the ER doctors were telling me to heart, I would have given...
by Carmen | Feb 29, 2020 | Intent
Sometimes for the many steps we take forward, there are a couple back. It sucks. But it happens. My leg is getting stronger every day. (#brokenfemurssuck) My physical therapist has helped me get stronger and on my feet that I forget it’s only been a month and a half...
by Carmen | Jan 8, 2020 | Emotions, Intent, Vulnerability
Ugh. I hate missing out. Gatherings. Movies. Plays. Dinners. Starbucks. Opportunities. I feel like I’m at a bus stop and the busses keep passing me by without stopping. I’m waving my arms wildly, trying to get their attention. But I’m at a...