by Carmen | Mar 16, 2023 | Emotions, Longing, Pain, Vulnerability
Some truths about me: I have never married. I don’t know what it feels like to be loved by a partner. I have never really had a long-term relationship. I have never really been noticed by men. I have never really been asked out on dates. I can finally say out...
by Carmen | Jan 2, 2022 | Change, Choice, Control, Emotions, Intent, New Year, Self Creation
In Spanish, Bolita means a little ball. The -ito or -ita after a word is a diminutive in Spanish and slightly changes the meaning of the word. For example: Perro = Perrito (Dog = Little Dog) Amor = Amorcito (Lover = Sweetheart) Chica = Chicita (Girl =...
by Carmen | Jan 10, 2020 | Change, Control, Emotions, Love
I had a Physical Therapy appointment – which is really nothing new because I have had a few therapy appointments almost every week since coming home with this broken femur (#brokenfemurssuck) – but what was new were the exercises we did during this...
by Carmen | Jan 8, 2020 | Emotions, Intent, Vulnerability
Ugh. I hate missing out. Gatherings. Movies. Plays. Dinners. Starbucks. Opportunities. I feel like I’m at a bus stop and the busses keep passing me by without stopping. I’m waving my arms wildly, trying to get their attention. But I’m at a...
by Carmen | Sep 9, 2019 | Creating Your Reality, Emotions, Love
I have been single all my life. I’m not saying that because I want pity or dating advice or anything of the sort. That’s not to say I wouldn’t take you up on a blind date. I only mention it because it’s just fact. By the time I reached my...
by Carmen | Aug 8, 2019 | Change, Choice, Emotions, Energy, Intent
I’ve been working on a lot of beliefs lately. Feelings of being a victim. Self- Protection. Broken Heart. Vulnerability. Self-Worth. Connection. My alignment. Well, you get it. A few years ago I went through an amazing transformation finding my authentic self,...